May 15, 2019 / By Syaahi
You know what? I hate you yes I do ! But do I actually ?
You broke me into thousands possible pieces you could but you know what?
My shoulders still craves for your warmth
My heart still craves for that love you gave me for a particular second
You know that second means the world to me…
That night with you still tops the list
It literally tore me apart whenever
I remember the time you left me alone crying for love n support
You left me ruthelessly crying for help
I cried my heart out for help..but your heart didn’t wrench a bit !!
I screamed into pain …. everyone witnessed but no one helped…
I was literally begging yet your cold hearted soul didn’t melt..
How easy it was for you to admit that there was nothing between us?
How come you be such a big lier ?
You made sure that I believe your beautiful lies n when I did then you suddenly changed my dream into a nightmare…
Yes you were more like a nightmare to me in the name of love !
You witnessed that pain yet you pushed me into that hell ..
I can never forgive you for whatever you’ve done to me …
Still unable to hate you properly…like why ? Why not ?
I want to ask why ? Why did you do this to me ?
I wanna know why??
Don’t you ever feel like talking again?
Ain’t you feel sorry ?
How could you not feel that guilt? How could you not feel that pain ?
How can you even sleep peacefully…?
How can you be so normal ? Ain’t your heart pinch a bit?
How can you be so inhuman & cruel?
What was my fault?
Ohh wait…i might know it!
My only fault was to love you insanely and blindly..
Even after being ditched by you for the first time..
I trusted you and your bloody words for the second time..
Eventually you proved me wrong…you proved me that you are not the man of your words…
You are a bloody lier….you fucking faked every possible thing u could….!
Your words were a sweet & complete lie….
You were a complete fantasy to me…
And hence fantasies don’t exists for real…
You were a complete lesson in the name of love…!
More like a bitter but beautiful chapter which I never wanna counter again!!!
Thanks for making me reliase my worth
One should never settle for less
Know that your worthy enough to ask for more..
Never let your dignity at stake for anything or anyone…
Know that your worthy enough…your precious!!!